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Not a Fuck Up
02:18
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Everything may seem okay but my therapist says it's not
remembering what I used to be still plagues my every thought
the lights are dimming in my god forsaken neighborhood
as I walk through it because I don't feel so good
And every cardinal I see reminds me of you
and I start to feel like a little kid again
innocence rushes back into my mind
the passing of time reminds me that I'm still alive
And I wonder if you would still be proud of me
I feel like such a fuck up
I just need time to grow up
please stop staring I'm about to loose my god damn mind
I swear I'm not a fuck up
I just need time to grow up
And every cardinal I see reminds me of you
And I start to feel like a little kid again
Innocence rushes back into my mind
the passing of time reminds me that I'm still alive
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Meds
02:48
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I don't need you but I keep you around
For when I'm lost and can't be found
I just want to feel normal
So numb my brain when I'm feeling profound
Take all you want leave nothing behind
I just want to feel like I'm fucking real
Rid me of sadness
Rid me of anxiety
So I can no longer feel like me
Let me feel the warmth of sleep
Replace the lullaby that my father would sing
Help me relax and feel okay
When the day time fades away
Take all you want leave nothing behind
I just want to feel like I'm fucking real
Rid me of sadness
Rid me of anxiety
So I can no longer feel like me
Let me feel the warmth of sleep
Replace the lullaby that my father would sing
Help me relax and feel okay
When the day time fades away
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Shea
02:44
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Fleeting glimpses of all my wasted time
A portion of my life that I have left behind
An attempt to calm my fractious heart
A few months I could have sworn I was blind
But I want you to know
How much you have shown me
That there are still good people out there
And beauty still exists even if I don't care
And if I was alive I was unaware
but now I know
That I don't need medicine
or smoke to hide behind
I'm gonna be just fine
Or so you say
Because you truly seem to care
As I run my hand through your hair
And if I was alive I was unaware
Until now
I don't need medicine
or smoke to hide behind
I'm gonna be just fine
Or so you say
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4. |
Crutch
02:41
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I lost them.
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